Wanting to Cry

We have been "patiently" waiting to hear if we have been invited to come to Ethiopia to the Embassy date on January 4th.  We would leave on Wednesday around noon from Grand Rapids (along with a few other couples in the same boat).  We were told we would get word today and no word.  A representative from the Bethany office in Ethiopia is meeting with the Embassy tomorrow to see why there is a delay.  All of the couples from Bethany have not been invited.........We are really struggling to deal with this.  We have plans for Kendal and Remington and now we may have to change all that.  No one has any answers and it's so frustrating.  I can't imagine not having our little boy any longer.  Now that we are this close, it's so much harder to wait.  So, we may get some great news tomorrow (there has not been any timeframe this short by the way) or we may have to wait who knows how long to get our son.  Please pray that we can all travel on Wednesday to get our children.